Sep 01
use somebody
every time I get close to being happy again (since leaving Switzerland), something comes and ruins it all. I hate leaving and especially I hate it when people leave. I left Estonia once myself and I know it only did me good but I still can’t stand saying goodbye to people who were (are?) a huge part of my life.
and now they’re gone.
I really feel as if I’m alone in Tallinn now, all of my friends have left or are going to leave. and it’s getting darker and darker outside and colder aswell. how come it’s now 10C at night? it was 25C like 10 days ago..
feeling autumn approach has always been bittersweet but never as bittersweet as this year. I hope I’ll find a ray of light. maybe I already have..
